Things I Don't Understand.

You wanna know what I don't understand?

Why as a beauty/lifestyle blogger do I feel the need to spend all of the money I have on the "Newest" releases, even when I have more than enough nude pallets and lipsticks that I haven't even scratched the surfaced of?

Why do I feel the need to buy high end products when I really can't justify spending the money on them, and can find a good dupe at the drugstore?

Why do I need six cleansers when I will never finish them? Same goes for foundations.  I only have one face, yet I have six different foundations.  Out of those six I don't like four, but I still use them in case one day I magically like it again/hope my skin will change.

Why can't I let go of products I just don't like?  I feel like those people on extreme couponers who just like having a stockpile but they could never possibly use all of that stuff before it expires.

The only thing I can come up with is that I see all of these beautiful blogs with high end products, or new product features every other day (most of which are gifted from companies mind you), and I feel bad about my own little blog that focuses mainly on beauty boxes, random reviews, and tidbits about life I want to share.

So with it being the new year, some things are going to change on this little slice of the internet.

I am going to write posts about things I wish other blogs posted about.

I am going to write posts for people like me, who have a limited budget, and can't justify spending my paycheck on products I may end up hating.

I am going to be that blogger that enjoys what she puts out, and even if no one reads this, at least I will.

This blog will be a record of my life, the things I've learned, the things I've struggled with, and the things I really want to share with all of you.  No more cookie cutter crap, and no more feeling bad that I don't get a bunch of new products every month, no more struggling to put out something just to be seen.

With that being said, I hope you continue to follow me on this journey to make this blog a learning place for me and you, and a place for us to grow together.  I hope you take the time to subscribe and tell me things you wish you learned how to do too so we can learn together.  I may only have a handful of followers, but I appreciate every comment and every view, and always will.

Thank you for your support, and lets make this year count!